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Monday Monday-What a Monday.... Jun 7th, 2004 2:39:41 pm EST
C stopped by this morning before work,he retrieved his work shoes and a snack from the fridge. His tee shirt was wrinkled and i noticed just how prominent the grey is in his hair and how the lines are deeper than ever.
My heart squeezed a little when i saw how wan he appeared. I did not mutter any words of reconciliation, i said hello and bustled about my routine with the dog watching mournfully, even the hamster wiggled out of his pod to see the voice he associates with good treats. At any rate, we did caress a bit and give each other a small hug before he left. I am not sure what the future holds for us as an US. We have, over the years parted ways, living separately, seeing other people. We always come back to each other, is it comfort, yes, and he makes me laugh, simply. No one in my life ever made me laugh as much as C. No one ever so devoted, consistent. He is flawed, we all are, i am not with out my serous neurosis. Oh well, it will work out or not.
I have been writing, Just little things, perhaps i should post things that i am writing here- the fiction/poetry , then i could open myself up for all your slings and arrows-LOL what do you say? should i or should i not? email or post a comment!
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Mood: contemplative
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