on being needy
Mar 20th, 2004 9:59:27 am EST
It has been a whirlwind couple of weeks. After two long-distance business trips and a nasty bout of flu, we finally have a free, “quiet” weekend and I feel the need to put it to good use.
It has been far too long since I dedicated (and not for lack of wanting to, believe me) some time to touring indecentblogging and catching up on all the “news”.
BH and I managed to find some quality time (however brief) to jump into bed and there are some moments I won’t soon forget. She has done a good job documenting a couple of these instances on her blog. But now I’m ready for more… I’m ready for the kind of sex that leaves you thinking afterwards that you may never be able to have sex again… you know, the kind that leaves you breathing heavy, body parts groaning etc. After the go-go schedule of the last couple of weeks, I need some grounding.
I long for the memories of recent past – the ones that involve visions of BH kneeling on the bed, taking care to keep her ass in the air and her legs spread wide as I thrust a couple of fingers into her gaping, wet cunt from behind. I long for that look on her face, and the noises she makes as I’m fucking her for the third time while pinning her arms above her head.
But I’ll let you in on a secret, I long also, to be “handled”. I want BH to tease me… to repeatedly bring me to the edge… I need her to rub me, lick me, and suck me until I think my head is going to explode. Occasionally she’ll stop and claim we need to take a break and she watch me walking around with a ridiculously large (or at least I’d like to think so) tent in my pants… and she’s smiling at me in a mocking sort of way and I feel just a little bit humiliated. And we’ll land in bed again and it will start all over and eventually, my mind is splintered in to many little pieces – enough so that all inhibition is gone and I’m begging her to use the bunny on me… to rub it over my cock, my balls, and between my legs… And still I’ll feel a little embarrassed and that will only add to my excitement… she’ll play with my nipples and lick my chest and stomach until my upper body is glistening with her saliva… and it’s so naughty. Eventually, I’ll be so hot that I’ll do anything she wants… and I will be the one on all fours with my ass in the air… and again, I’ll feel a little funny about this… and love it.
And sometime after all of this, we’ll finally get to the point where we can fuck no more and it will be at that point that we sit somewhere in each other’s arms and the smell of sex will envelope us… and it will be then that I plot my revenge on her…
Hmm, should probably have waited to write this… BH is not around and I’m all alone at home with nothing to fuck. I’m unbelievably turned on and needy right now… Ok, I think I’ll tour indecentblogging… that should help, right?
- him
